This is just a vent. I’m a high achiever, targetting 4.00 gpa every semester. However for this sem, there’s a subject where the marks for my group project got spoiled, when I thought everyone had practiced thoroughly already. I’m not blaming them, I just feel frustrated when all my marks for other subjects are all near perfect. Just because of this, I may got 3.95, which I know might not be bad, but it’s a big slip for me. I just feel bummed since it’s all because of a silly mistake. I got frustrated, very much that I cried a lot. I know I should be greatful, but it’s hard on me. I can still get a chance to get 4.00, but the chances is low. That’s when it hit me, if only I chased akhirah and care for my akhirah as much as I did for this, maybe it would be better for me to tawakkul, to leave the rest to The Best. Right now I’m just, tired. Being a high achiever is really tiring especially when I’m low on iman. If this is a test for me to strengthen my towards Allah, then please pray that I pass this. Verily, Allah knows best.