Assalamu Alaikum, dear soul,

I want you to know that what you’re experiencing is something many of us go through. Struggling to stay consistent in acts of worship and feeling distant from Allah at times is part of our human nature. The journey to Allah isn’t always a straight path; it’s filled with ups and downs, moments of strength and times of weakness.

Sometimes, when we start doing something good, like praying more regularly or reciting more Quran, we expect to feel a powerful, lasting closeness to Allah immediately. When that feeling fades, we may think we’re failing or that we’re not worthy — but that’s not true. The fact that your heart cares about this, that you desire closeness to Allah, shows sincerity. It means your heart is alive and seeking.

Remember, Allah sees your efforts, even if they’re small or imperfect. He knows the battles you fight within yourself. If you find yourself falling short, don’t be harsh on your heart. Just return to Him, again and again. Every time you pick yourself up, you are growing closer to Him. Each attempt, no matter how many times you fall, is a step forward.

Focus more on the effort than the outcome. Make small, consistent changes rather than overwhelming yourself. Even if you struggle to sustain something, the fact that you keep trying is beloved to Allah. As the Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said, “The most beloved deeds to Allah are those done consistently, even if they are small.”

Talk to Allah about your struggles — sincerely, honestly, and without formalities. He is your Creator, and He knows you better than you know yourself. Ask Him for strength and guidance, and believe that He listens.

You’re not alone, and there’s no shame in starting over a thousand times. Every step, every effort is noticed by Allah. Keep your heart gentle with yourself, and keep striving. May Allah grant you strength, patience, and a heart that finds peace in His remembrance.

You’re in my duas. 💖